forgive & forget

I would have been with you, and given you all of me..but it would have never worked. We would have never worked.. And even though i knew that, I stayed..and I still let you hurt me and love me at the same time. You told me you loved me, that you always would, and you would always hold a place in your heart for me, that I had made an impression there. And I said the same. But then why did you do the things you did? How can you hurt someone you love? Was I a fool to believe the easy words? Well then things happened. Things that changed things. I stayed and forgave you and looked past it. And now I'm here, with this new life, and a new place, and I'm in love with it. I'm in love with my new life. And I think of you and wonder if you think of me....knowing that the answer is you don't. Knowing that you have probably moved on and I don't cross your mind any more. So I will move on. I am moving on. I hold a place for you, that is filled with pain and love and forgiveness. I forgive you for hurting me and for not knowing that you did. I wish you the best.

-A-